15. There’ll be no sunlight if I lose you, baby.

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Title from It Will Rain by Bruno Mars.
Image edited by moi.

Hello, DECEMBER. My, time flies by so fast. Just as what I do at the start of every month, I try and remember all the things I can about the same month, but a year ago. Just to compare or see how much things have changed. And after doing that, I realize that a lot have changed. And what’s worse is that it wasn’t for the better.

Because of that, I say what a lot of people say to every month.
DECEMBER, please be good to me.

Then, just yesterday, I thought about it. Months aren’t really living things, right? It’s not their choice if their gonna be good to us. It’s our decision to make. It’s up to us to make December good for us. And maybe to some, it may seem cruel now. I mean, for example, December has already passed and nothing good in the sense that it was really worth remembering happened…well, think about next year. There’s always tomorrow. Sure, we live in today. But we live through today to get to tomorrow, right?

Okay so I was saying some random zen stuff up there. But anyway, I have a couple of wishes for December this year.

1. My mom to go home. She’s been in UAE for 9 months or more. And I miss her! She really needs to be here on Christmas. It just, wouldn’t be the same without her. Everytime that my mom and I chat about this, she’s like, I’m sorry if I’m leaving and I’m not going to be able to give you what you asked for…. and stuff like that. Well, I’m like, my mom was able to give me an iTouch, my brother a new psp, and I even have my own notebook (which is what she’s using now), and I know that’s more than enough. She could give me those things when she’s here. So what if it’s gonna take some more time. I know how to wait. Being with my mom, especially on Christmas is WAAAY more important.
2. Get one friend back. I’ve lost a lot of them this year. Stupid rumors that spread like wildfire. I’m glad that I still have friends that stick by me. But I at least want even just one friend back. I miss them. I lost those that I always talked to. Those that always listened. And those that I was always willing to do the same for in return.
3. Love. Not love as in I love you and I want to be with you forever kind of love. I have that almost everyday from my boyfriend. But, no, not that. Love as in, care. Care from those who still do. I want to feel it. And I also want to give it for others to feel. I don’t know why, though. Give love on Christmas day, right? I guess it makes me feel good and contented inside.

So, I guess I have 3 wishes for December; for it to be a great one.
What about you? What do you wish for December?